lost america (by superchumpanzie)
I’m feeling more depressed each day
more angry.
I hate to admit it
but
I think I may need to start looking for help again.
But I feel like I’ve failed.
Failed me.
Failed him.
I don’t wanna be put back on meds.
It’s almost been a year without them.
And I don’t want to start over
with someone new.
I’m lost
and I don’t know who I can turn to.
I’m weak.
Breaking down.
But I won’t let myself get back to that point.
The point of giving up.
I’ve got to much to live for now.
A reason to keep going.
I just want to be happy…
and I’m not sure I’ve ever known what that truly feels like.

~ A Little Pretty Pocket-Book: Intended for the Instruction and Amusement of Little Master Tommy, and Pretty Miss Polly, by Isaiah Thomas, 1787
via Library of Congress
“Jeer not at any Person whatsoever”




